Interesting story, you may or should come to the realization as well, this gun may never surface. If it does, the owner may not want to sell it. If he does you may want to start saving what you can in money and or trade. To be flat out honest, you already posted you are on SS and poor. To me that sounded as though you expect the owner to just give it back to you, tugging on ones heart strings won't do it, remember lifes a buisness. Life, at least in the buisness world as well as doing gun transactions has unfortunately hardened me up. Your story is sad, I've parted with guns myself, guns that ment lots to me too, all be it not your situation, thank God.Kick myself in the butt for parting with them. Bottom line, the guy still expected the gun,guns for the little cash he threw my way. I bailed a guys buisness out,he owed his supplier lots, his only recourse was to borrow money from me. He gave me a lot of guns for collateral, some nice high end stuff too. Long time has passed, he wants them back to share with his now older son, wanted to give me what he borrowed, LMAO, you now owe me double, did I say a long time, interest dude. But, but my son, blank you, pay me! He has it, see where I'm going with things...