If you won't consider yourself, consider your kids or grandkids if you have either. Or if you're young, consider your parents, or wife and how any/all of those will feel if you bring serious harm to yourself against all fair warnings, for no real benefit.
Step outside yourself and consider how that might look, and who else you might influence, young or old, to harm themselves in similar fashion.
Not what the OP asked for, but all I got on this that hasn't been said. From someone who has survived some dumb stuff, more than once.
-in before the lock-