Bob,
I had an old customer call me out of the blue a few months ago and asked me if I would like to have a rifle I sold him back in 1978. It was the first rifle I built from scratch for me. I shot it a bunch for four years and let him talk me out of it. He said that none of his kids were interesting in shooting, and he wondered if I would like to have it back. I told him that it was my #1 and would like to purchase it from him. I met the customer and looked at the rifle, and it was exactly like it was when I sold it to him. I tried to pay him for the rifle, but he would not take any money. He said it should be back in my hands. The rifle felt great when shouldered. I looked it over and seen a couple of things I should have done differently when I first built the rifle. I have had it for about 6 months now and have fought the desire to correct my errors. I have finally decided to not do any corrections to my #1 rifle. It feels great and it reminds how much my work has improved over time. The thoughts to correct the errors jump on me now and again, but in my heart I think it should remain as built. Just my thoughts and my decision!!
Roger Sells
Well said, Roger.
I feel the same about my #1. I built it while away from home for school, and then brought it home when my young wife and I came to visit at Christmas. Gave it to my dad as a Christmas gift. He cried. It was an awesome experience.
But the rifle itself? It does shoot straight and is mechanically sound, but artistically it's a mess. Made a couple of fatal mistakes and had to glue wood back on the lock panel and start over with the inlet. Had to glue wood under the forearm because I cut too deep with a bandsaw. Hinge gaps are so bad that the box looks more like a hinge for a shed door. And then there's the engraving! One place I got off the line so bad that I just cut another line right beside it, so it has a double line in that spot. Carving is equally bad, done with dull tools.
A few years ago dad gave the rifle back to me (after having owned it for 30 years). I look at it now and see all the mistakes, but I wouldn't change a thing.
Wife always tells me, "Don't go back. Only go forward". For a guy who struggles with perfectionism anyway, it's essential advice. I always try to fix mistakes as they occur, and while a project is in process I happily remake parts as needed if the first effort isn't what I wanted. And I'd certainly go back and fix a mechanical mistake at any time if that was the issue. But as far as artistic issues are concerned, once something is done to the level of craftsmanship I can accomplish at the moment, then it's done. I don't go back. If I started going back I'd never accomplish anything new.
I'm not suggesting that the rest of you guys need see things the way I do. Just speaking for myself.