Hello Tree, don't be too hard on yo'self. Many here,including me, had many years off from those Glory Days of the 70s,80's,etc. I believe it is called LIFE. Raising a family, working, taking care o buzness, all the responsible things that get in the way of a hobby.
Good part is, we are still here,and on here, to get re acquainted with fellow enthusiasts,some new folk, and a better medium to exchange ideas and skills.
I, personally treasure this group of 'hivernans, and pilgrims.
Keep after that Lehigh, my worst beginning booboos were in the getting buttplate heel lined up properly. I got right good at filling the too deep cut for the heel, and starting over. And this mostly on iron buttplates.
Have a goodun, keep on trukkin, bro.
Dave F